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I originally try to design characters in Honey Select 2. I started by making a new sculpt and used those honey select model as my main reference in addition to other pics at first many years ago. Then i started animation, then quit unity,  then rigging, then started learning unreal, then vfx, then C+ for unreal, then texturing. I pray that by the time you read this im soloing the AAA pipeline because ive sacrificed so much of my life for the skills.


As of writing this, my ideal game project would be like this

-Have a simple feeling modular system giving abilities and stat modifiers to the player. The game would start out easy, then progress to a first filter and be in 3 parts. If people could only get through they should have a great experience. However you must be a gamer to explore the second and 3rd part, learning to combine abilities and stat advantages to break the game and give depth to game play.
-The story should have clarity and focus with many smaller optional side pieces for world building and lore. Unnecessary things should be implied, giving the audience stuff to think about, and overall i would like it to embody and explore a unique idea that is difficult and too complicated to sum up into a paragraph but maybe not a page like the post modernist writers i loved
-The cinematography and art should be visually strong, environments that are part of the world and presented in a surreal and unique appearance when important events are present, things that could function as a standalone shot as are pieces

How your funds are used and why  im constantly broke because im fucking burning money to make things i think are cool

After a minimum is hit for living expenses, I'd like a portion of funds from all sources each month goes to the Innocent Lives Foundation charity and other adult content creators in the community. It is a selfish personal choice to make this decision but both of those things are important to me. I am not associate with that that charity in anyway. I understand that people will think my work and support for that cause conflict with each other but I've been supporting this charity when i can for a long time and would like to clarify my perception of it. Their work saves real lives and victims. It should come as no surprise that i am sex positive, however I believe restricting access to fictional content of darker and contentious fantasies results in people seeking that gratification in real life and no one should experience those things. I believe pornographic content reduces the amount of horrific events in this world by giving outlets for people to explore their darker fantasies, so they don't end up feeling a need to maim people in the real world for gratification. I believe the fictional content that I and my adult content creation friends provide to their audience offers the majority of people a safer way to explore sexual fantasies without the risk of being hurt emotionally and especially important for people to have access to artists with contentious themes. I encourage people to explore their fetishes even if they are impossible to fulfill irl, so they can find what they enjoy, and to have a healthy relationship with nsfw content. Porn addiction is very real, i believe that stems from loneliness problems and unhealthy relationships, resulting in porn to be someones only outlet to feel a sense of connection and intimacy. If you have issues with it please connect with others who struggle with sex addiction. You are free to not consume my content. If you are from an anti porn advocacy group, and have issues with me as an nsfw artist donating to stop exploitation and human trafficking, please try to address it with me through my official channels privately and do not harass the charity since they will not know which donator I am, while it likely wont change my decisions I'm open to criticism. There is no valid place for crimes like that to happen in my eyes and I want to do what i can to find justice for victims and prevent others from suffering. This is a small note tucked away on my personal website and i have no interest in openly discussing because its not performative.  It's here to be transparent with my audience for how their money is used and because I don't want my content and personal beliefs to reflect poorly on the charity. For my supporters, the nsfw animators and people ive met in the community have helped me greatly, supporting a mix of old friends and new artists is something I would like to give back for the years ive been involved with them. If I find any meaningful success and give pathways for the backend technical artists and smaller artists who have no direct way of receiving money from an audience to build up their skills until they can survive on their own. Whether you agree or disagree with my choices of how your support is used, I hope you can understand why im making a selfish choice to use some of it for other causes. I really do appreciate all funds that are generously volunteered to sustain me and my team members through the development process.

After things are paid out and money for the above is allocated, I would like a percentage of funds will be set aside to give back to supporters, in some way as a thank you for enabling my ideas, but mostly because I think its fun to do.

I will start paying myself a steadily increasing amount that is capped and occasionally shifts with economic need. Some money goes to charity, some money goes to other creators, and some goes back to into my fans. As of writing this, it makes less than my former job, and id like it to cover rent, gas, food, utilities, and some additional expenses currently. I personally donate some to the charity named earlier when I can afford it. I want to reiterate that I am not associated with them in anyway, I simply support their work. Any subscriptions, consultants, or contractors paid at the moment are out of pocket expenses.

So, if I reach the unlikely goal of making it through all that, hit the minimum needs for myself, what is next? While money can fund a team, it doesn't directly translate to production and it would be a mistake to use all of the remainder of it all right away. The excess money will be used for safe longer term investments, to receive a safe return on interest so I may cover my living expenses and stop paying myself from the development fund, separating my personal income completely. After that I would like to take a risk with the direction of things and, try to find a principles with real world experience willing to work on nsfw projects, increase our quality, our working speed, and improve things that have to do with keeping you all happy.

Any extra money each month after all that has been paid out, the rest will be set aside for future projects. While some of it may end up going back into the project if large expenses comes up (for example voice acting a game at the end of its production), hopefully I can find and hire talented coworkers to give people unique creative experiences. Its difficult to know how to continue forward with this, how things will transition and develop in life. No matter what happens, I'll do my best to put in my due diligence and communicate with you until the end.